Tonight I was discussing some changes that will be happening at work with the hubby.  The kids were in the process of taking things in from the table to the kitchen.   The hubby made a comment that he was tempted to attend the next board meeting to tell them they were idiots (but we all know that no good comes from a spouse showing up at a board meeting… so that isn’t going to happen.) It’s what Pan said that is breaking my heart.

Pan:  “Yeah, Dad, maybe I can go with you and tell them that I never see my mom, that she is always in meetings, or working 24/7.”

before I could say anything, he turned and went into the house.

my heart – is broken, and feeling like a failure as a mom… yep, got that.

I am so gonna win that Mother of the Year award, this evening totally secures it.

It’s time for me to find another job,  I’ve known this for a while.